I’ve been thinking lately about deleting this journal. My sex drive has visibly dropped this year and I just don’t cruise for sex (or voyerism, to be more exact) any more. But then I think about all the posts I wrote here – in a weird way, this is a record of gay sex cruising in London in this particular age. I don’t think there are many journals out there discussing what goes on in public toilets, parks, etc, in London like this one. So maybe I should keep it up for posterity? For when I’m in some retirement home and can read back on what I got up to in my 30s?
Having said that, I visited Waterloo Station’s toilets last week and it was heaving. The barriers were out of order so guys could just cum and go. As you arrive, you can choose to go right (where there are urinals laid out in a semi circle) or left, where the cabins are located (plus more urinals I think.) I went to the right and stood near an older guy who wasn’t being very discreet with his hard cock. A young, good looking guy arrived and stood a few urinals away from the older guy, staring at me. Made me feel like I “still had it”.
As usual, I was on my way somewhere else and couldn’t stay.
I’ve also been to Stratford Station’s public toilets recently. It’s very small and stinks to high heaven, but it’s also very busy. Only two urinals and one cabin, with guys lining up to go inside. It was rush hour so maybe they had legitimate reasons for being there…