Monthly Archives: December 2011

Blind Fucks

For the past week, when I wake up in the middle of the night and can’t fall asleep, or I wake up in the morning and my boyfriend is still passed out, I pick up my iPhone and search for … Continue reading

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Skinny and Chubby

Every time I go to the gym now, I get this bout of anxiety as it gets closer to taking a shower. When I’m walking the steps up to the changing room, I’m almost lightheaded – petrified of all my … Continue reading

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Saturday Cruising, Wednesday Showers

Saturday after dark: a bus ride to Liverpool Street station, then down the stairs to the place where guys come to hunt each other. Father to my side, a black boy not too far behind. Looks in the mirror, the … Continue reading

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Food and Fucks

When my boyfriend is out and I’m alone in the flat, I like to eat my meals while watching porn. Is that weird? Sipping soup while some hot stud gets fucked raw. I love food and I love sex. Went … Continue reading

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